I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY.

As everyone who knows me or another MCR fan of equal caliber is aware, My Chemical Romance broke up. I am pissed, I've been having anxiety attacks more often. I hadn't had panic attacks like this for many months before the split. I don't feel like playing guitar or writing songs, but now I feel obligated to keep the alt. rock scene alive, now that a main source of the genre's survival has gone. I have felt sick too. I don't know if I actually am sick or if I just feel sick. Anyway, my depression and anxiety which were controlled are now making a serious comeback. Thanks a lot. -J